Three things D and I fought about this weekend:
o1. Surfer Boy back in the country.
o2. My wearing a bikini during the Titan BEACH trip.
o3. My going off to the beach at night with a (male) co-worker.
It gets frustrating. But we’re okay now! <3 We've reached an understanding. I told him he was being unfair, that we didn't have a commitment, that he has a gilfriend, and that I'm gonna end up the loser with our set-up (I had to muster enough courage to say that because I'm sad like that. So. Thanks, Kurant and Schlagger!). He replied, saying that from the very start, he's been honest with his situation (well, duh) and that he spends time with me whenever he can, and that he always makes sure that I feel taken care of when we're together. “Right?”
Had I been using my brain that night, I would’ve replied with a “Well, that’s not enough.” But anyway.
It was a serious fight, yo. We were ignoring each other, communicating only with our phones. Well, more like he was the one ignoring me. He wouldn’t even answer my calls or look at me, even though I was justrightinfrontofhim.
So there I was, sitting on a pool recliner IN THE RAIN and ranting to two of my team mates over alcohol. D was in the pool having a grrrand time which pissed me off the more. After emptying the bottles of alcohol, I jumped into the pool and forced him to be nice to me.
We make up and I physically latch on to him for the remainder of the night :D. Everyone was looking at us (surprise surprise) cos I was on his back and we’d hug and I’d sneak in a kiss on his cheek every now and then. Of course, the perpetual (very showbiz) excuse: “We’re close friends, and Helga’s really affectionate like that”, since his friends were asking why he didn’t take advantage of me :P
So we’re both very jealous people, except I lose since he has a girlfriend. Sooo. I can’t date or sleep with other guys. So. Umm. It’s the No Dating rule that I’m iffy about since Surfer Boy’s back and he asked me out for drinks last Friday night.
Yes, I’m aware I’m being disgustingly foolish. :)
Hi, my name's Helga Weber and welcome to my personal site. I'm 23. My first socio-political scandal will happen at the age of 35 and will include men, sushi, an African country, and lots of money. My lover is the greatest. 
i know this is a stupid question but have you ever asked or did the question ever popped out in the conversation as to why is he not leaving his girlfriend if he’s into you?
sad.
Go out with surfer boy. And yeah, WHY isn’t he leaving his girl?
Uhm. I just don’t see where that arrangement’s fair. Technically, (and completely ignoring who was there first) He’s sleeping/spending time with someone else, so to restrict you would be hypocritical. I think you’re very open minded to even entertain that. I can get jealous with the best of them too - but facts are facts and you dont have a commitment. I say you go out with surfer boy!
ps: lovely site hon :)
his friends were asking why he didn’t take advantage of me.
Hahahahahaha, your irony is impeccable.
tangina helga. saboug. i’d call you up to say that personally pero mahal ata long distance call papunta diyan sa mundo mo eh.
This situation has a “LOLler coaster” factor, but it’s totally unfair. I sort of get you (huh huh?) but yeah, it’s unfair.
Uhm… yeah.
Basta, I say you should go out with Surfer Boy. “He’s a good friend, and I wanted to see how he’s doing” - another showbiz answer. These answers go well with your “bikini, sunglasses and remote” vision.
BEACH
what?! who is he to say you can’t go out with anyone else?! he has a freakin girlfriend! *shakes head*, lol. ah, well i guess it’s all up to you. do what makes you happy, doll. ♥ we just want to see you happy!
(but i think we all just want to see you go out with surfer boy instead. :P)
hey you know what? my friend says that in cases wherein there is another party involved (like in your case, the other woman) the person loves the other party more than his/her current uhm love. just remembered lang hehe.
grah…love and no commitments! it sucks sometimes. pffft! often times you’re left hanging and you don’t know where to place yourself. haaay…one big big big SIGH……