We’re not okay. I’m not okay.
When you realize just how capable a person is of hurting you— whether consciously or unconsciously, it would be a smart move to walk away.
Helga:Is your girlfriend watching your game?
D: Yes.
D: Please don’t get mad.
Helga: Tama na.
(Which is my way of telling him that I want out).
D: Whaaaaaaaaat haaaaaaay bad trip.
D: Fuuuuuuck naman oh.
Helga: I get hurt, too, you know. Sorry…
D: What? Grabe naman oh.
D: God naman oh haaaaaaaaay.
We haven’t texted each other since that conversation Sunday afternoon. And now I’m at work while my whole team’s off partying. I’m feeling extra irate, extra cold, and extra lonely. “Not a good combo, Ice Queen,” said my boss, who seems to be more considerate than D, texting me out of the blue.
It’s been said that I am a strong person. Emotionally. It sure as hell doesn’t feel like it right now.
New hair. New clothes. A new body. Shit, even a new name seems really comforting right now. If I still feel like this when I get off from work in six hours, I’m gonna go get a haircut. And then pay my electricity bill. The little ways we deal with heartbreak men.
EDIT:
He just texted: You’re not texting me. So I’m just that easy for you to let go, huh?
:(
Hi, my name's Helga Weber and welcome to my personal site. I'm 23. My first socio-political scandal will happen at the age of 35 and will include men, sushi, an African country, and lots of money. My lover is the greatest. 
Men!
It’s time to poison them!
He thinks it’s easy for you to let go? Ask him if he thinks it’s easy for you to get the leftovers of him. Ask him if he thinks it’s easy for you to know the man that you know you love is out fucking another woman. Ask him if he thinks it’s easy for you to be his sidedish.
You deserve better.
:( :( :(
Helga, I know you don’t like these things much but *hug*. You really deserve better, he’s not worth your time if he thinks like that.
You can get through this madam Helga.
aww, that’s… sad. yeah and it can be really frustrating but simple things that make you happy like a haircut will do. the depression wouldn’t be that long if you welcome the thought of moving on and finding someone else. good luck! ;p
the script says this is the time I go “I told you so.”
just when you least expect it, that’s the time they text/call/show up/whatever. hay men! they’re soo insensitive!
This might be harsh, but i think it was all about sex.
Naman Helga, you deserve better and not him.
helga it might sound corny but i remember paramita and their song hiling. wala lang.
hey i miss you. take care. :)
Honestly - if a guy who DOESN’T want to leave his girlfriend for you texts you: “You’re not texting me. So I’m just easy for you to let go, huh?” :( he’s truly insane! Stop hating yourself and ditch that dodo. Maybe you don’t see him as JUST lay, but he definitely sees you like one *sigh* Seriously just look at yourself, you’re cute enough to get a GOOD GUY for sure ;) don’t hang in there - move on girl!
You know, even though you’re having a tough time, I’m proud that you did what you did because you shouldn’t have to put up with 2nd place.
:( don’t give in! not worth it! listen to us! lol ok i know in the end you’ll just do what you want. but be wary is all i can really add to this.
if it’s not being said already, go find your own man. it sucks that the world hates us (yep, including me), but girl, you really have to move on. *peace!*