I’m slowly returning to my 18/19-year old self, and what worries me is that this whole getting drunk as fuck every night doesn’t make me feel guilty or bother me at all. It’s like I’m actually okay with it.
I passed out last Friday and skipped work. An unauthorized absence, so the shift manager told my team leader to slap a memo on my ass. That ruins my chances of getting promoted in three months. And you know what? I’mglad for this CITE form: it made the decision for me. I’m resigning, really. I’ve been hesitant if I actually wanted to leave this company, what with the opportunities, but come on: my lifestyle requires a fatter paycheck. And right now, I don’t care about climbing the call center career ladder; I just need a bigger disposable income.
It’s cowardice: fucking up on purpose so I won’t have to make a decision.
Halloween’s coming!, let’s dress up as farmers! And OMG, so we’re moving to the new house in less than three weeks and we’re throwing a wedding-themed hosuewarming party. But.. but.. come on, it’s Halloween. We should have a costume barbecue party, don’t you think (yeah, we <3 barbecues)!!!


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i never went through that “getting drunk as f” phase before until now, in the last two weeks. it’s fun, but it sucks at the same and kills all the money in your wallet, haha.
i hope you are ok. i’m sorry about you & d, but it seems like you might not have a hard time finding someone new judging from your second to last entry about your friend hooking you up with someone, hehe. and who can resist miss helgrrr? ;)
I haven’t gone through my getting drunk as fuck phase yet, so I cannot relate, but you know, I might feel the same way you do :x
I’m sorry about you & D – I’ve been slacking on reading everyone, and I come here, and see that… but at the same time, I am glad – now you get fixed up with French cuties! *jealous*
fvck. i’d love to so something for halloween. boo. miss you.
hah! the last time i passed out was last year pa. i dont wanna feel sooo drunk anymore. sakit sa ulo grabe.
halloweeen! im not so into that stuff.. maybe because i wasnt able to experience thos trick or treat things and parties. HAH! now’s the time i ges?
oh and thanks for yer greeting. i do hope i’ll have a kick-ass birthday hahaha. i wish