Hello, May, My Birth Month

I turn a year older in less than three weeks and because I am not at peace with my position/situation in life, I am legitimately dreading it. I was having a very non-comforting conversation with my boyfriend about this today; I wailed to him (as much as one can wail over the internet)— what am I going to do with my over-the-hill self? He replied with “you’re gonna look back and be embarrassed at your younger self.”
But why can’t I have this wisdom, knowledge, etc and still be, I don’t know, 23?
(It’s okay, Helga, you don’t act your age anyway. Whether that’s a good thing or not is up for discussion. I’m just glad I don’t have to deal with things like adult acne.)
Anyway, instead of getting all sad and nancy (okay, that was terrible) on the internet/this blog/this life, I’ll just put together a list of what I’m currently doing or am into this month. This would probably be an appropriate Things I Love Thursday (TILT) entry but I am TERRIBLE at keeping up with that. Mondays and Tuesdays, I usually put together a list of things that make my little kitten heart go BABUMP BABUMP and then totally forget to write the entry and only remember it when it’s already Friday.
I need to work on that.
Back to this list— I’ll even give it a pretentious name, like… “du mois.” Yes, I totally checked Google Translate for that.



Hi, I'm Helga Weber and welcome to my personal site. I'm 25 and in the process of learning how to make adventurous life choices. I dislike old people but I love grandma clothes. My goal in life is to build a ball pit right next to my bed. Currently searching for the perfect house coat. My lover is the greatest. 